How can you say something when you just cant say it? You want to keep talking about it but the other person would get angry, you know. So you just stop, because it will be better for both, but inside, you're crawling, you are desesperate, you need the other one to understand what you are saying, to change the facts, because you can't do it, it's up to the other person. But stilll, you keep you mouth shut, because it's useless. You say to yourself "at some point, I'll be fine", & meanwhile you just wait, alone, pissed off, wanting to be anywhere but where you are. & so it goes, but still, you wont say a word.