Have you ever felt like you've been your whole life waiting & wanting to be someone, or to do something & yet it seems like no matter how long you've been waiting or how hard you've worked to become that someone & still you are not getting anything? Its like you dream the same dream over & over again & still it's still a dream? You have to see the face of the people who surround you every single day, watching their hopes & dreams broken, it just tears me appart. I mean, why is it so hard to live on earth this days? It's like everyone is trying to make everyone's life miserable. Is it that difficult what Im asking for? Just to have what you deserve? How could it be that most mean people are living happily ever after? How come?